"i said i would never do this"

Here it goes....I'm sitting at work in agony with bags under my eyes and poisonous thoughts. "I've never felt this way before." No, to those of you who are faithful readers this has nothing to with men. I literally hate this persons ways and I won't lower my standards in even mentioning their name. Speaking on the topic definitely lightens the load leaving me with a sense of comfort. Along the way and in a discovery of the female mind frame, I've realized its way to complex. Why should I live in confusion while stepping away from the dark space under the rock. I need a wake up call and maybe it will come in the form of a new apartment. Or my bestie coming soon and moving into a new apartment. Wow :)